this world. our world.. fascinates me. the feelings we as people feel, the thoughts that run throughout our brains and result in action throughout our bodies. it's unbelievable. how we proceed to press the issue; explain ourselves. the impractical force to live off the answers. demanding creatures we are, most certainly.. and the matter of how commitment now is just another brush off the shoulder. true happiness.. another nothing brushed away and put past us. pause and turn back.
the compulsion to understand is overtaking me. never again will my eyes see the same view as before. waking early in mornings, i witness the same shattering misfortune. as of now, it seems to follow and is strongly lasting.
until the day we as the unknowing creatures we are, take the measure to reform ourselves, to live again as needed, i will suffer from this guilt. the guilt we as humans put ourselves through everyday.. wondering where i had went wrong and why it is gone.
